SAY BYE BYE
2010-04-26 14:22:08 UTC
I couldn't afford this gang rape.
This is why keep trying, I'm sure Jesus and God and everyone think you are
number one, but you lost my respect for all time.
Go ahead, even my internet "friends" respect you, keep surrounding yourself
with stories and respect, the heart of the matter is that you didn't provide
an explanation and closure and a simple, cheap "I'm sorry" or
acknowledgement, and so I drag you through what your fame and money and
power mean to someone like ME.
Someone who doesn't think people like you are real. You ARE ignorant and
insensitive. You are a bully, Keep praising god and all and keep trying.
BIG people like you are intimidating and scary to me, I don't want to
associate with you.
I hope my outrageous displays of self-harm in public and dragging you
through the physical and psychic pain you engendered taught you how I don't
want people like you in my life.
You couldn't give me closure and so you have a mark on you as far as we are
concerned, as you always have.
Go corral your troops to intimidate and hurt me and threaten me again.
Maybe then you'll realize that you have a lot of power but are a pathetic
chess piece.
Really, a simple phone call that would have cost a few bucks, I am not a
stalker.
Then like a "guy" you come around telling me what it is all about and stuff
and you don't know and you act like you know me and are entitled to me. All
guys aren't bullies but it is YOUR FAULT that guys are bullies to me, can't
you at least find me a guy who doesn't participate in your money and fame
worship.
YOu are murdering my heart the way you don't tell me who told YOU about me.
This is male rape and ego. You cause a violent act, you follow it through.
Or maybe you're playing that game that people like you do and are "acting"
or something.
Also taking my children away from me so you could threaten and act out
violence and bullying toward me, saying I never had any children is the
worst sort of death threat.
When are you going to be subtle enough to realize what a real death threat
is. You and your stupid arrogant attorneys looking for someone to say "I am
going to kill you". Then your attorneys stick their dicks in my face and
say no explicit threat was made. This is more of the same discouraging
threatening behavior.
Just cut out and get out. If you can't be "sensitive" enough to give
someone the closure they need, it is too late for you. Quit waiting around
for me to like you or something or warm up to you and get out. We just
don't live in the same world, you didn't ask us what we think of you. We
live in a completely different world, I don't give a shit if you are a real
person.
Everyone else in every other business makes arrangements to avoid further
harm, clearly there is something wrong with you that you never follow up and
never do this. Again, we've befriended all types of businesses and
industries and you are the only ones that behave this arrogant and
classless, it doesn't matter how much jesus loves you and how earnest you
are.
The fact is you have some really stupid deluded friends and you should take
responsibility for that and you don't. You're not a creative person or a
creative talent, who the fuck told you that you were.
You have no business futzing around with the creative types, you are
threatening and hurtful to them.
Why no closure, if you're too stupid to realize that I needed that and you
keep looking at the big picture and that is more arrogance on your part.
This is about you and me and your stupid friends.
My mom and family and everyone else just thinks the most sensitive and human
thing would be to be "sorry", excuse me why do you deserve anything in life
at all that you can't apologize for hurting me, clearly we have every right
to with ann landers and dear abby and miss manners would say the same thing.
Like a five dollar phone call saying you are sorry and there is no excuse
for that. Stop hurting my mom and family and be sorry about not being
sorry. We don't want money or any sort of relationship or lawsuit or
anything, we just wanted you to act humanly sorry and if you were unable to
do that then we will treat you in kind.
You won't get an explanation or any acknowledgement of your humanity. That
is too bad because you let really important people see how unsorry you were
and how unimportant that is to you to be sorry. Everyone within a radius of
a few miles knows about your stupid car and how it wasn't important enough
to you to be sorry about it, everyone within a three or four mile radius or
more knows that you weren't sorry about the car - no communication, no phone
call.
I'm just doing this to make sure that someone who doesn't even know how to
treat a sick and dying poor person like a real human being who has as much
worth as the people you surround yourself with all day....I guess you
millionaires play around with death all day and don't think about what it
means to someone with a menial job and no money, so keep caring about death.
It is very discouraging and depressing to see unsorry people like you play
games with me and talking to me and shit when you are too cowardly to make a
phone call that would have meant everything.
You don't go to real business schools yet you swagger around like you know
how to run a business or manage anything and I can see you never had any
real management training nor any sense at all for what goes on in real
management training.
You also don't realize that some people don't make a lot of money because
they don't think master's degrees grow on trees and you have to get hands on
experience. People in your world just buy a master's degree with their
husband's money like it is a piece of cake, please tell your ignorant
insensitive peer group that grad school isn't easy for people like me, and
again, why the fuck would I want to associate with you when you act like
master's degrees are so many pieces of toilet paper.
Really mr unsorry, doing this to someone who is SMARTER than you, I mean
more industrious and better educated etc. What is your stupid
"sophisticated" reason, I don't like being around stupid people like you who
thoughtlessly trash someone who is brighter and more dedicated and frankly
worth more than, like, TEN of you.
You really are a nasty class bigot. No wonder the unions are sick of you.
Go buy yourself some more diplomas as if years in the workplace learning
something are worth nothing. Your actions from the past few years will be
taken as a COMMUNICATION, they said my life and health were not important
and what I do is not important. Bye.
What your plan is for the "future" I don't know, I want no part of it. I'll
sign over my uterus to you too if it will bring you that happiness you
strive for. Someone who can't make a simple apology is someone who
dehumanizes and isn't allowed in my community and family.
This is why keep trying, I'm sure Jesus and God and everyone think you are
number one, but you lost my respect for all time.
Go ahead, even my internet "friends" respect you, keep surrounding yourself
with stories and respect, the heart of the matter is that you didn't provide
an explanation and closure and a simple, cheap "I'm sorry" or
acknowledgement, and so I drag you through what your fame and money and
power mean to someone like ME.
Someone who doesn't think people like you are real. You ARE ignorant and
insensitive. You are a bully, Keep praising god and all and keep trying.
BIG people like you are intimidating and scary to me, I don't want to
associate with you.
I hope my outrageous displays of self-harm in public and dragging you
through the physical and psychic pain you engendered taught you how I don't
want people like you in my life.
You couldn't give me closure and so you have a mark on you as far as we are
concerned, as you always have.
Go corral your troops to intimidate and hurt me and threaten me again.
Maybe then you'll realize that you have a lot of power but are a pathetic
chess piece.
Really, a simple phone call that would have cost a few bucks, I am not a
stalker.
Then like a "guy" you come around telling me what it is all about and stuff
and you don't know and you act like you know me and are entitled to me. All
guys aren't bullies but it is YOUR FAULT that guys are bullies to me, can't
you at least find me a guy who doesn't participate in your money and fame
worship.
YOu are murdering my heart the way you don't tell me who told YOU about me.
This is male rape and ego. You cause a violent act, you follow it through.
Or maybe you're playing that game that people like you do and are "acting"
or something.
Also taking my children away from me so you could threaten and act out
violence and bullying toward me, saying I never had any children is the
worst sort of death threat.
When are you going to be subtle enough to realize what a real death threat
is. You and your stupid arrogant attorneys looking for someone to say "I am
going to kill you". Then your attorneys stick their dicks in my face and
say no explicit threat was made. This is more of the same discouraging
threatening behavior.
Just cut out and get out. If you can't be "sensitive" enough to give
someone the closure they need, it is too late for you. Quit waiting around
for me to like you or something or warm up to you and get out. We just
don't live in the same world, you didn't ask us what we think of you. We
live in a completely different world, I don't give a shit if you are a real
person.
Everyone else in every other business makes arrangements to avoid further
harm, clearly there is something wrong with you that you never follow up and
never do this. Again, we've befriended all types of businesses and
industries and you are the only ones that behave this arrogant and
classless, it doesn't matter how much jesus loves you and how earnest you
are.
The fact is you have some really stupid deluded friends and you should take
responsibility for that and you don't. You're not a creative person or a
creative talent, who the fuck told you that you were.
You have no business futzing around with the creative types, you are
threatening and hurtful to them.
Why no closure, if you're too stupid to realize that I needed that and you
keep looking at the big picture and that is more arrogance on your part.
This is about you and me and your stupid friends.
My mom and family and everyone else just thinks the most sensitive and human
thing would be to be "sorry", excuse me why do you deserve anything in life
at all that you can't apologize for hurting me, clearly we have every right
to with ann landers and dear abby and miss manners would say the same thing.
Like a five dollar phone call saying you are sorry and there is no excuse
for that. Stop hurting my mom and family and be sorry about not being
sorry. We don't want money or any sort of relationship or lawsuit or
anything, we just wanted you to act humanly sorry and if you were unable to
do that then we will treat you in kind.
You won't get an explanation or any acknowledgement of your humanity. That
is too bad because you let really important people see how unsorry you were
and how unimportant that is to you to be sorry. Everyone within a radius of
a few miles knows about your stupid car and how it wasn't important enough
to you to be sorry about it, everyone within a three or four mile radius or
more knows that you weren't sorry about the car - no communication, no phone
call.
I'm just doing this to make sure that someone who doesn't even know how to
treat a sick and dying poor person like a real human being who has as much
worth as the people you surround yourself with all day....I guess you
millionaires play around with death all day and don't think about what it
means to someone with a menial job and no money, so keep caring about death.
It is very discouraging and depressing to see unsorry people like you play
games with me and talking to me and shit when you are too cowardly to make a
phone call that would have meant everything.
You don't go to real business schools yet you swagger around like you know
how to run a business or manage anything and I can see you never had any
real management training nor any sense at all for what goes on in real
management training.
You also don't realize that some people don't make a lot of money because
they don't think master's degrees grow on trees and you have to get hands on
experience. People in your world just buy a master's degree with their
husband's money like it is a piece of cake, please tell your ignorant
insensitive peer group that grad school isn't easy for people like me, and
again, why the fuck would I want to associate with you when you act like
master's degrees are so many pieces of toilet paper.
Really mr unsorry, doing this to someone who is SMARTER than you, I mean
more industrious and better educated etc. What is your stupid
"sophisticated" reason, I don't like being around stupid people like you who
thoughtlessly trash someone who is brighter and more dedicated and frankly
worth more than, like, TEN of you.
You really are a nasty class bigot. No wonder the unions are sick of you.
Go buy yourself some more diplomas as if years in the workplace learning
something are worth nothing. Your actions from the past few years will be
taken as a COMMUNICATION, they said my life and health were not important
and what I do is not important. Bye.
What your plan is for the "future" I don't know, I want no part of it. I'll
sign over my uterus to you too if it will bring you that happiness you
strive for. Someone who can't make a simple apology is someone who
dehumanizes and isn't allowed in my community and family.