SAY BYE BYE
2010-05-19 14:45:30 UTC
It makes me sick that I sit here day after day, fucking DYING, and you are a
hurtful abusive liar the way you go up there and threaten me.
The way you whisper in my friends' ears and pal around and even come to my
fucking house when I didn't fucking invite YOU.
GOOD. We gave you a twenty year run ON PURPOSE, how fucking duped are you
that you didn't realize this, what a hurtful awful person people you are
that you weren't smart enough to figure out that we "cut you loose" twenty
some years ago, that people like you who walk around on tv with your dollar
signs and your freedom and all your whining are essentially hurtful to us, I
love in it some ways it is worth all of the violence and violation to see
you act like such a typical GURL and so GURLY and whiny the way you keep
chattering away to a "friend" or FOAF when you don't realize that we cut you
off a long time ago, hilarious to see you unwittingly tiptoe around us
trying to talk to our "friends", you don't respect the boss and you don't
respect my consent.
Go ahead then, don't notice when you step all over someone and then mock
them viciously from your perch expecting them to find it cute and funny, how
many times have you done this and you must be the dumbest motherfucker alive
to think we didn't notice or don't notice it.
Sick of you, when the fuck did we give YOU permission to involve us in your
bullshit like this, sick of listening to you, sick of hearing about you,
sick of you playing these sick threatening games with us.
I am sorry you ever crossed my path the way you wander all over the place
and stumble around like you're drunk not thinking about what you knock over
and you never go back and fix anything, you do this over and over and over
again, you never come back and when you do that the same fucking person gets
hurt and I kind of love seeing a bunch of rich white women not realizing
that they are the opposite of a "supportive friend" they just generalize,
all those women ever do is hurt me the way they keep dragging me along, and
excuse me while I cut my own throat, no Japanese woman in her right mind
would want to be appropriated by you.
I'd rather be dead than compared to you, that is how I feel and you are
showing how truly white you are that you just write yourself another check
and more time, sick of you working me like this and dragging me along like
this and it is no surprise at all that here you come, fifteen twenty years
too late trying to be my friend or something like the dumb white woman you
are.
My final answer is that I would truly rather be dead than be around you, I
mean it, you are a sick hurtful person the way you think anyone wants to be
prostituted like you are, it is not worth this kind of dishonor and
appropriation.
BYE. I just wish you had been sorry, you see giant forests and think it's
the truth, you have no fucking right, you just steal time and money from me
and your math is piss poor just like the prissy little girl you were in
college, too prissy and girly to study math. Why do you always hurt me, I
don't want to be around a bunch of people who don't need help being all
proud and getting work done for twenty years without me and without my
respect, so don't you dare slap me in the face with these ridiculous
propositions.
We hate you and I know people who hate you more than I do, people with the
same talent and abilities as you. Sick of you and all of the freedom and
ingratitude and I love it, I hope I die while you keep staring at me with
that chair you stole because you never really do pay attention to me, you
just watch me get hurt over and over so you can go strut around like you are
some great feminist and like you empowered a lot of people.
Like I said I hope I DIE maybe then you'll notice me. Everyone can see what
your role in this shit is, I guess you are surprised but none of us
disempowered people can see that.
BYE. I hope you realize that your inability to acknowledge the person you
hurt will not be forgiven and there is no excuse for it. What an
un-surprise you are, and I'll bet you are really fucking stupid that you
didn't see it coming either, well you're the ass kisser who goes on about
the military, in the military there are no surprises. I hate you, always
did, I'm sorry you have to find out this way, maybe you should take that
illustrious degree of yours and figure the fuck out why the same person
hates you over and over again because all you do is use me to help your
girly girlfriend do math homework because anything but home ec is too
difficult for her.
I don't need any more violence in my life, I will continue to suffer
violence as you continue to pretend and threaten me from your position,
dragging me along, if this is going to go on, let this be one last final
demand that you cease expecting anything from me - no future from me, no
relations, NOTHING. Please take this as a document demanding that you cease
making demands on me forever. When I can be like ms junior leaguer and act
all arrogant about my "lawyer" and shit I'll make it permanent. You even
take having an attorney for granted then you act like you are my peer,
excuse me ms second rate, perhaps you could use that competence and
confidence and worldly experience to explain to me what an "attorney" is
since you feel so comfortable around them, niggers like me that you feel all
self-righteous about don't know, why exactly, like an ignorant little bitch
you sure have a lot of white girl assumptions about what sort of people
graduate from my alma mater, guess you didn't attend a school of that
caliber, you think we are alike, we are not.
I don't know what an attorney is, perhaps you could "share" some time about
what women's empowerment is. Since you had it for twenty years and I never
did, keep cheating and copying my papers so you can strut around like you
have anything to feel "confident" about. You're the one stabbing me in the
heart and threatening me. I guess you don't realize that, bye.
BYE.
hurtful abusive liar the way you go up there and threaten me.
The way you whisper in my friends' ears and pal around and even come to my
fucking house when I didn't fucking invite YOU.
GOOD. We gave you a twenty year run ON PURPOSE, how fucking duped are you
that you didn't realize this, what a hurtful awful person people you are
that you weren't smart enough to figure out that we "cut you loose" twenty
some years ago, that people like you who walk around on tv with your dollar
signs and your freedom and all your whining are essentially hurtful to us, I
love in it some ways it is worth all of the violence and violation to see
you act like such a typical GURL and so GURLY and whiny the way you keep
chattering away to a "friend" or FOAF when you don't realize that we cut you
off a long time ago, hilarious to see you unwittingly tiptoe around us
trying to talk to our "friends", you don't respect the boss and you don't
respect my consent.
Go ahead then, don't notice when you step all over someone and then mock
them viciously from your perch expecting them to find it cute and funny, how
many times have you done this and you must be the dumbest motherfucker alive
to think we didn't notice or don't notice it.
Sick of you, when the fuck did we give YOU permission to involve us in your
bullshit like this, sick of listening to you, sick of hearing about you,
sick of you playing these sick threatening games with us.
I am sorry you ever crossed my path the way you wander all over the place
and stumble around like you're drunk not thinking about what you knock over
and you never go back and fix anything, you do this over and over and over
again, you never come back and when you do that the same fucking person gets
hurt and I kind of love seeing a bunch of rich white women not realizing
that they are the opposite of a "supportive friend" they just generalize,
all those women ever do is hurt me the way they keep dragging me along, and
excuse me while I cut my own throat, no Japanese woman in her right mind
would want to be appropriated by you.
I'd rather be dead than compared to you, that is how I feel and you are
showing how truly white you are that you just write yourself another check
and more time, sick of you working me like this and dragging me along like
this and it is no surprise at all that here you come, fifteen twenty years
too late trying to be my friend or something like the dumb white woman you
are.
My final answer is that I would truly rather be dead than be around you, I
mean it, you are a sick hurtful person the way you think anyone wants to be
prostituted like you are, it is not worth this kind of dishonor and
appropriation.
BYE. I just wish you had been sorry, you see giant forests and think it's
the truth, you have no fucking right, you just steal time and money from me
and your math is piss poor just like the prissy little girl you were in
college, too prissy and girly to study math. Why do you always hurt me, I
don't want to be around a bunch of people who don't need help being all
proud and getting work done for twenty years without me and without my
respect, so don't you dare slap me in the face with these ridiculous
propositions.
We hate you and I know people who hate you more than I do, people with the
same talent and abilities as you. Sick of you and all of the freedom and
ingratitude and I love it, I hope I die while you keep staring at me with
that chair you stole because you never really do pay attention to me, you
just watch me get hurt over and over so you can go strut around like you are
some great feminist and like you empowered a lot of people.
Like I said I hope I DIE maybe then you'll notice me. Everyone can see what
your role in this shit is, I guess you are surprised but none of us
disempowered people can see that.
BYE. I hope you realize that your inability to acknowledge the person you
hurt will not be forgiven and there is no excuse for it. What an
un-surprise you are, and I'll bet you are really fucking stupid that you
didn't see it coming either, well you're the ass kisser who goes on about
the military, in the military there are no surprises. I hate you, always
did, I'm sorry you have to find out this way, maybe you should take that
illustrious degree of yours and figure the fuck out why the same person
hates you over and over again because all you do is use me to help your
girly girlfriend do math homework because anything but home ec is too
difficult for her.
I don't need any more violence in my life, I will continue to suffer
violence as you continue to pretend and threaten me from your position,
dragging me along, if this is going to go on, let this be one last final
demand that you cease expecting anything from me - no future from me, no
relations, NOTHING. Please take this as a document demanding that you cease
making demands on me forever. When I can be like ms junior leaguer and act
all arrogant about my "lawyer" and shit I'll make it permanent. You even
take having an attorney for granted then you act like you are my peer,
excuse me ms second rate, perhaps you could use that competence and
confidence and worldly experience to explain to me what an "attorney" is
since you feel so comfortable around them, niggers like me that you feel all
self-righteous about don't know, why exactly, like an ignorant little bitch
you sure have a lot of white girl assumptions about what sort of people
graduate from my alma mater, guess you didn't attend a school of that
caliber, you think we are alike, we are not.
I don't know what an attorney is, perhaps you could "share" some time about
what women's empowerment is. Since you had it for twenty years and I never
did, keep cheating and copying my papers so you can strut around like you
have anything to feel "confident" about. You're the one stabbing me in the
heart and threatening me. I guess you don't realize that, bye.
BYE.